Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
I moved to Los Angeles 12 now almost 13 years ago when I was twenty.
Since then I've gone to university, A-list parties, jail for the night and everything in between.
I have to say it has been a blast and what a good growing up experience is all about.
I started this blog in the November of 2009 to cronical what I thought was going to be an epic travel adventure as I left Los Angeles behind. For good!
Sadly and yet not. I'm now staying in the place I was trying to leave. physically, and only physically.
This is all about the new ME. Not me some where new....
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Barbara De Angelis
*reposted from Kind Over Matter
Monday, February 28, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
but what ever the reasons for why I feel like this I'm questioning my impending marriage.
I believe difficult decisions are not made without the proper research and so I started mine a couple months ago...
I read "committed" By Elizabeth Gilbert, I've done a mental inventory of values and I enrolled in a Buddhism class to get back to a clear thinking head space. I have yet to surf in the last 2 months and see a relationship councilor but don't worry there still on the to do list...
Continuing with my research today I Googled. I'm a big fan of Googleing.
this is what I asked the internet;
"what makes two people compatible enough for marriage"
and in this is what i found...
" can you make each other happy and yet remain true to yourselves? If one of you feels that they have constantly give up things that are important to them in order to maintain a relationship - this signifies incompatibility."
and then there was this...which actually made me laugh out loud.
"I'm in the same boat, I don't know if I should be marrying this man, I have found him to be selfish. So I think a year or two at the most before I've had it with his ***. Really I thinks its best to have a few things more than just great sex in a marriage for it to last."
the internet is echoing the voices in my head...Not quite the affirmation I was looking for :(
I may have to ban myself from the computer for a while lol
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
By this merit may all attain omniscience.
May it defeat the enemy, wrongdoing.
From the stormy waves of birth, old age, sickness and death,
From the ocean of samsara, may I free all beings.
By the confidence of the golden sun of the great east,
May the lotus garden of the Rigden’s wisdom bloom.
May the dark ignorance of sentient beings be dispelled.
May all beings enjoy profound brilliant glory.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Originally posted by Kind over Matter