Couldnt have said it better dear Neko...

I do my best,
But I'm made of mistakes.
Yes there are things I'm still quite sure of.
I love you this hour
This hour today
And heaven will smell like the airport.....

Keeping it straight

the advice: "Remember the positives and stop dwelling on the "little things" that make me crazy....ok gunna start compiling a list

1. When I put my head on his shoulder everything else just falls away and I KNOW that this is where I'am supposed to be.
2. .......
   

How could I not wake up in the middle of the night haunted by dreams of being here and doing this?!!

"No pils for what I fear"

What is it about commitment that makes me want to RUN?!
Far away too!!
And that's not all. Not only do I want to bolt, but I've also conveniently come up with a list of guilt absolving reasons as to why, I HAD to leave in the first place.....

Daily Horoscope: Libra Your love life might be a little fragile, and you'll find that your partner is more sensitive than usual, Libra. A more caring, emotional approach to a situation will help you form a better connection with your partner. Today you'll find that clear boundaries need to be established in order to keep things running smoothly between you and your loved ones. More ADDITIONAL FORECASTS: Libra Love Horoscope: There is a strong feeling of being pulled around today by... More » Libra Career Horoscope: This could be a very intense time. You may be coping with... More » Free online horoscope how do you know me so well??!!!

Everyday is an adventure in getting to know my self. The right here and now is exciting!! This is my life and I'm the lead! I am living my happy ending everyday!!

Ok, repeat to self at 5 minute intervals. More if I find myself in front of the computer looking at plane tickets to faraway places ;)